I'm doing this for me and possibly him/?

Okay I have this bestfriend and me n her tell each other EVERYTHING ! like we have to or we'll hate each other because we feel bestfriends should tell each other everything well anyways her and lots of other people think I'm gorgeous ! I'm like ohh Thanks ! I dont think I am but her and alots of my girl and guy friends thinks so. She thinks she is ugly and she really isn't. So I have this guy bestfriend as well and we are SOOOO close that it is just unbelievable! He also thinks I am gorgeous ! okay well he like my girl bestfriend and she dosen't like him and me and him were playing 20 questions about a week ago and we were asking what would we think of each other if we weren't bestfriends and he is like I would think yor gorgeous and cute and very friendly and I love the way your so country ! We were also talking about if we date how we'd feel about it and he said he would be very happy and make me happy in any way he could so he asked me did I like him and I said kinda and he is like wow like thats all he said and I am like saying to myself I feel so stupid because we said all these things to each other and I thought we liked each other and I'm over that now, but I don't like how my girl bestfriend think she is so ugly and she is not because he likes girl and not me ! She is trying to lose weight and tone up and I want to do the same ! Idc if me and him ever date, but I refuse to let her beat me ! I look way better than her ! I just hate it when your a beautiful girl and a guy likes you and you think your so ugly, but there is someone who would appreicate the guy more and your to stupid to see that ! Ugh ! make me mad ! idk what to do about it ! Me and him talk EVERYDAY ! I wanna tone up and look good and lose weight and dress beautifully and have clear skin from blackheads...acne scars and everything.... Please help me on making this transformation and helping on what to do about my situation.